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Tags: icons, ignis solus, public poast, team fortress 2

Today's TeeFury tee is a Star Wars propaganda one. I'm pretty sure there were at least a few people who picked up one of those Christmas AT-AT shirts I linked (I bought three, for me and Harl and my mom), and if you liked that one you'll probably like this one as well. Especially the ladies. :3 As always, eleven dollars including shipping 'til midnight eastern tonight only.

Tags: random, star wars

In humanity, to be completely honest. It's like, just when you think a person can change, they prove you wrong. Time and time again.

I'm gonna rant here about it cause I have no other safe place to do it. I'm not one to incriminate my best friend, I want things to work out for him, even if the biggest roadblock is his own damned stupidity.

This friend, has been, will be, and is a cheater. If you know anything about the moral views I actually hold dear, you know above all things the one thing I cannot forgive is cheating.

Yet time and time and time again, this kid has done it.

He has hurt other friends of mine, and he has hurt me. I trust the kid, he tells me he is gonna change, I believe him.

One time I even told him that this was it, if I found out that he had actually cheated on his girlfriend at the time that we couldn't be friends anymore.

I suppose I never found out for certain that it was true, but several people said that they saw it (mind you they were people that didn't like him, but all things considered what reason does that kind of person have to lie, the like me too and wouldn't try to ruin a friendship)

and then he ended up cheating on her probably a second time (or the first)

He is pretty much with a wonderful girl. A great damned girl, who loves him, who gave him her innocence.

Who spends money, time, and creative energy completley devoted to just seeing a smile on his face.

Sure she lives far away, and people have urges, I get that.

But what makes him and I any different? is it will?

I've had successful relationships with girls who live even further away.

In fact the girl I like now, who even though she has a boyfriend, I have pretty much devoted myself too, and I'm not running around truing to sleep with or do any kind of sexual act with girls.

I'm smiling, hoping for the best, and doing what I can to make each moment with her the best I can.

Cause shes worth it.

I guess thats what it is maybe? a matter of worth, although he apparently loves this girl, maybe she isn't worth the trouble to him? maybe it was a fluke.

Maybe love is dead, at least for him.

I guess this is why I'm losing faith.

I know I'll forgive him, I'm not even angry, I'm just incredibly disappointed, I hate lying, I hate keeping secrets.

And now I have one to keep, from a lovely girl who he means the world too.

this hurts me more than it should.

I just don't know what to think anymore, If people can't change, if the world can't be a better place, whats the point.

the worst thing is, I can't find myself a girl who cares about me half as much as she does for him.

and if I do theirs always some sort of major roadblock that ultimately keeps her and I apart.

Why is this? when I am an honest guy, the kind that devotes myself endlessly to people I care about, why am I alone? when the guilty, the cheaters of the world are constantly falling in and out of love, when I can't even feel it's sweet embrace.

I guess it's like they say, good guys do finish last.

makes me wish I wasn't a good guy.

heck even if I wasn't it probably wouldn't help, I sincerely doubt you can be fat and an asshole.



Life, please give me something to believe in, something good you know?

Between this and the whole my mom having an auto-immune disease that is potentially worse than lupus...I I just need something to make me smile....right now.

I was going to make a post ranting and raving about Bah humbug and how much I hate people and the holidays in general. While these feelings still hold true for the most part, I have to kinda laugh at the simple things in life that can make one smile and be happy.

Robby and I were struggling to find something decent on TV, since it's filled with all kinds of crappy Christmas specials... and then he mentioned something that made me instantly change the channel, and even though it was halfway over, even though it was on the Disney channel, even though I already own it on DVD and could watch it anytime I so desire...

The Nightmare Before Christmas has saved my afternoon from... me XD So these small simple things that can make a person stop feeling emo, and self loathing, and smile and be happy. These are the precious little things in life that should be appericated.

Not just a great movie... but great friends to share them with.

May everyone else have a better day than I had before these moments, and Merry Christmas everyone!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: NBC - "The Oggie Boogie song"

LUKE: Where's Leia?
HAN: I thought she was with you.
LUKE: We got separated.
ME: At birth! HAH! *jazz hands*
GRACE: ...oh my god.

Grace gave me New Super Mario Bros. Wii for Christmas, but I'm not playing because my favorite movie ever is on TV. I also got the Doc Martens 20 eye boots I've wanted since I was thirteen but never actually got.

Tags: christmas, star wars, video games

lol, today I had it brought to my attention first that cosplay.com wants people to give them money for ~*special memberships*~ now. And then I had it brought to my attention that you can get a showcase photo there without

a) actually making a costume that looks like anything that appears in the franchise you're cosplaying.
b) putting on a wig or even having anything remotely similar to the correct haircolor or style.

I'm a little puzzled as to what services c.com thinks it's capable of providing that are worth money when they can't even google a character before showcasing a costume of them.

Anyway, I lol'd.

Tags: random

Hmmm... Lemme see. No Christmas pic. Heh... Anyway.


Chúc Mừng Giáng Sinh!

Joyeux Noel!

Merry Christmas!

メリークリスマス！



There ya go. I got four.


Stay warm everybody! ^o^

HAPPY FESTIVE
NON-DENOMINATIONAL
HOLIDAY SEASON!

...XD

Seriously though, I wish you all love and happiness! ♥ I know I wish you guys that all year round, but in honor of the season, I'm sending extra love and good thoughts your way! ♥♥♥

Tags: an entry out of left field, gengar, i love everything, i love my friends, positive things!
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Royksopp - Remind me (remix)

Today's TeeFury tee is a Flight of the Conchords shirt. Nine dollars, until midnight EST tonight only. It made me laugh when I saw it.

Tags: random

Man, I'm gonna need a break from my break. I know this is only my first week back home and I still have the rest of winter break ahead of me, but it already feels like I've run out of so much time to relax and enjoy myself. Winter break feels like it's going to be so short.

I'm really looking forward to Christmas not just 'cause I finally get my PS3, but that's the one day this week I get to relax. Sunday I had work. Monday, a trip to the eye doctor to pick out new glasses frames turned into a 2.5 hour excursion, since I got dragged to Target afterward. At least I got Tandoor. Tuesday I worked and spent the rest of the evening making my new haramaki. Today, I went One Piece caroling and did loads of housework. Tomorrow I work all day (8-5:30) and then a bunch of family is coming over for X-mas eve, and Saturday I work again until 7:30, making me late to a tabletop game I'm playing in. Blergh.

Honestly, I'm surprised that I'm getting so many hours. It's good to be back, though. I miss working at the GameStop out here. Still debating over what to do about working in Lafayette, though >_<

It's only 10:30 and I'm already tired @.x

Hardly have had any time to read my book, either T_T

I just found out they're making another Kingdom Hearts game. My exact response: "brb slitting wrists" And it's an ~*Organization XIII*~ game, surprise surprise!

I just wish SquareEnix could see that the only reason it's become so popular is because Organization XIII is 12 men and one woman not counting Xion, 'cause I am talking about Organization THIRTEEN, leaving a myriad of possibilities for fangirls.* I think I'm making Larxene my official favorite OrgXIII member, just 'cause she's everyone else's least favorite. I wonder why? Oh yeah, that's right. 'Cause she doesn't have a penor. My fave was Axel when I first played the game. Ever since I was introduced to the world of Pokemon, I've rooted for the fire element, buuuuuut Axel's been so overdone. So Larxene it is.

I'm sorry. I want to like Kingdom Hearts. Really. Honestly. I really enjoyed it when the games first game out. I even bought an OrgXIII jacket from a dude who ttly ripped me and a bunch of other people off. But it's like FFVII with me, anymore. Worse than FFVII, actually.

*Don't get me wrong. I do love me some good slash, but I like to know the characters. I like to know their personalities and their chemistry with one another before I can like a pairing. Sure, maybe now the different members of the Organization have better fleshed-out personalities because of the new games, but remember that these new games are coming out because they've become so popular, which is before they really had any in-depth characterization. Fans even acknowledge that most of their personalities/relationships/etc are just sort of "understood" by the fanbase. Sorry, but I just can't dig that. And as for Axel/Roxas... It's like Soubi/Ritsuka. Yeah, there may be a few canon incidents, but it's pedophilia, no matter how you look at it, and there's a hundred excuses as to how their relationships are not really like that.

Current Mood: pessimistic